Gamer 2

by Negative XP

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1.
Can you see what's written on my face I don't think it's something you can place I don't want you to read my open book Can you see what's written on my face Shut my mouth when I talk Wet as dirt, soft as rocks Kiss the ground when I fall And it hurts, my face falls off Do you know what I mean When you feel like you wanna scream Shut my mouth when I talk Wet as dirt, soft as rocks Can you hear the words that are left unsaid Can you speak with a broken mouth and head I don't want to understand your wrath Can you hear the words that are left unsaid Shut my mouth when I talk Wet as dirt, soft as rocks Kiss the ground when I fall And it hurts, my face falls off Do you know what I mean When you feel like you wanna scream Shut my mouth when I talk Wet as dirt, soft as rocks Shut my mouth when I talk Wet as dirt, soft as rocks Kiss the ground when I fall And it hurts, my face falls off Do you know what I mean When you feel like you wanna scream Shut my mouth when I talk Wet as dirt, soft as rocks
2.
My reverie Always takes the best of me It's always such a tragedy When I'm lost in my memory My memory My energy Always takes the best of me It's always such a tragedy When I need some caffeine Caffeine Caffeine I don't need therapy I don't want your sympathy Don't want you to talk to me I don't want you to talk to me Get the fuck away from me I just want some dopamine I'm losing my energy I need caffeine My every Feeling that's inside of me Well it makes me wanna scream Because I'm so angry Angry Angry My energy Always takes the best of me Where's the nearest vending machine I need caffeine I don't need therapy I don't want your sympathy Don't want you to talk to me I don't want you to talk to me Get the fuck away from me I just want some dopamine I'm losing my energy I need caffeine I don't need therapy I don't want your sympathy Don't want you to talk to me I don't want you to talk to me Get the fuck away from me I just want some dopamine I'm losing my energy I need caffeine I need caffeine I need caffeine I need caffeine I need caffeine
3.
I keep it inside, what I really feel I don't want other people to hear What I really wanna say If something's wrong, if I feel ok I'm aggravated all the time And when I'm tired I can't sleep at night Wanna punch the wall until it hurts And there's holes in the wall and blood on my shirt Just leave me alone I don't wanna talk I don't like you at all you and you piss me off Wanna punch the wall until it hurts And there's holes in the wall and blood on my shirt I keep it inside, what I really feel I don't want other people to hear What I really wanna say If something's wrong, if I feel ok Just leave me alone I don't wanna talk I don't like you at all you and you piss me off Wanna punch the wall until it hurts And there's holes in the wall and blood on my shirt Just leave me alone, I don't wanna talk Just leave me alone, I don't wanna talk Wanna punch the wall until it hurts And there's holes in the wall and blood on my shirt Just leave me alone, I don't wanna talk Just leave me alone, I don't wanna talk Just leave me alone, I don't wanna talk Just leave me alone, I don't wanna talk Just leave me alone
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It's the same old song The one where I sing about where it all went wrong I can't change my tune I don't know how or if I really want to I did it all for her What a silly thing to think about but it still hurts It still hurts When I think about the time I had it all Now I just stare at the wall I don't think just blink, just sit and sink Into the ground without a sound My mind is fried, there's no time to cry I just stare at the wall, I just stare at the wall I don't think just blink, just sit and sink Into the ground without a sound It's another verse About how sometimes I still think of her But I try to forget I try not to think and get it out of my head Well, it's a funny thing 'Cause if I did I wouldn't even want to sing I did it all for her and it still hurts It still hurts When I think about the time I had it all Now I just stare at the wall I don't think just blink, just sit and sink Into the ground without a sound My mind is fried, there's no time to cry I just stare at the wall, I just stare at the wall I don't think just blink, just sit and sink Into the ground without a sound It's the same old song The one where I sing about where it all went wrong I can't change my tune I don't know how or if I really want to I did it all for her What a silly thing to think about but it still hurts It still hurts When I think about the time I had it all Now I just stare at the wall I don't think just blink, just sit and sink Into the ground without a sound My mind is fried, there's no time to cry I just stare at the wall, I just stare at the wall I don't think just blink, just sit and sink Into the ground without a sound
6.
I'm falling apart at the seams I don't even know what it means To be a normal human being It seems so surreal to me To not be wasting time Spend sleepless nights Feeling tense and tight With strained eyesight I wonder what does it all mean I'm falling apart at the seams I'm falling apart at the seams I don't even know what it means To be a normal human being Well, it seems so surreal to me To not be wasting time Spend sleepless nights Feeling tense and tight With strained eyesight I wonder what does it all mean I wonder what does it all mean I wonder what does it all mean I'm falling apart at the seams
7.
Betrayed 01:37
I gave you every bit of my love I had to you But you turned on me you were untrue Now I can't seem to believe in anything I do I see a thousand spies in my point of view I didn't even think, I didn't think it through Didn't think you could be so cruel Now I keep a steel lock on my trust So nobody can come and fuck it up Oh, it's so sad that it has to be this way Oh, it's too bad oh what a drag To my dismay, you didn't want to stay You left me alone, you left me betrayed
8.
I love to talk to my internet friends The fun never ever ends I like to stalk all the latest trends By pretending to be them I'd love to be loved by nobody Seen by the unseen Killing time in my mind My dream is on the screen And I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends And I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends I don't like this world, I don't like myself I'm not happy with who I am Wanna play a game or change my name Don't wanna stay the same I need someone and hear them say The words I wanna hear On the screen I see my dreams It shines so crystal clear And I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends And I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends I talk talk talk to my internet friends and the fun never ever ends I don't wanna go outside I won't like what I find I don't wanna go outside I won't like what I find
9.
Anime 01:34
Monster energy in my head and in my veins Up all through the night and then asleep all through the day I know that I can't keep going on this way Days and years sedated, wasted watching anime I can't fall asleep because I just wanna play Down and stressed out about how things don't go my way I know that I will pass away one day Days and years sedated, wasted watching anime Bloodshot eyes and stale french fries and stains cover my face Up all through the night and then asleep all through the day I know that I can't keep going on this way Days and years sedated, wasted watching anime I can't fall asleep because I just wanna play Down and stressed out about how things don't go my way I know that I will pass away one day Days and years sedated, wasted watching anime
10.
Memory Card 02:42
Every little single thing I do It comes back to you It's like deja vu Every stupid little game I play It's always the same It's always this way I think I've sang this song before It sounds familiar I think I've used these words Incoming error alert I think my brain don't work I think my brain don't work Well, I try to restart the game But it plays the same It always plays the same (x4) Every little stupid song I sing I sing the same old thing I sing the same old thing Every little stupid string I swing I play the same old thing I play the same old thing I go round and round In surround sound It's always this way You just need to press play Hear me sing my song Come on sing along Come on sing along Well, I try to restart the game But it plays the same It always plays the same (x4)
11.
Wha whawhat do you wanna do Life is like a zoo The birds and bees all fly as two Wha whawhat do you wanna prove Fry like chickens do Absurdity stands as tall as me and you Fly chicken fly High as you can try The bright and beautiful sky Shines bright as time goes by You don't believe it Until you really see it Have a little faith Then maybe you can feel it If you catch a fish then reel it Steal a kiss, release it No one lives forever (No matter the weather) In the end the trend deceases Wha whawhat do you wanna do Life is like a zoo The birds and bees all fly as two Wha whawhat do you wanna prove Fry like chickens do Absurdity stands as tall as me and you Fly chicken fly High as you can try The bright and beautiful light Shines bright as the clouds roll by Maybe you thought about it You probably have doubted Gnaw on chicken nuggets Feeling dumb and numb, confounded If you catch a fish then reel it Steal a kiss, release it No one lives forever In the end the trend deceases Wha whawhat do you wanna do Life is like a zoo The birds and bees all fly as two Wha whawhat do you wanna prove Fry like chickens do Absurdity stands as tall as me and you Wha whawhat do you wanna do Life is like a zoo The birds and bees all fly as two Wha whawhat do you wanna prove Fry like chickens do Absurdity stands as tall as me and you Woo!

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released April 20, 2021

Music by Shooter

Art by Olof Hanvark

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